Will someone please
remind me to trust God!?!? I get so irritated with myself for not being able to
do this simple thing. I really do
want to do His will, and I really do know
that His ways are best. And yet I still can't seem to nail down this whole
trust thing...
Today I received yet another rejection for an
internship. I do so well on trusting Him, and then I get a rejection and I
faulter a bit. I caught myself applying for more random internships online this
morning. And as I was doing this, that little voice inside my head was asking,
"Erin, why are you applying for those internships? Don't you trust Me to
take care of you? Don't you think I can provide an internship for you even
without you having to apply for it?"
Yes Lord! Of course I do! Why am I
doing this? I know you will work everything out according to your will. I know
you are taking (and will take) care of me.
I guess I am making some progress because I
immediately deleted the applications and walked away. I am not going to scramble
for some random thing. I am going to continue learning how to trust...prayers
would be appreciated regarding this.
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