Saturday, December 10, 2022

Crohn's Chronicles :: Insurance Woes

This post is long and boring, heads up. But it is a glimpse into what I have to deal with regularly, just to get the medication I need to get/stay healthy.

It's no big secret that our healthcare system is broken in America. There are so many pieces of that conversation, and I am far from qualified to speak to any of them. While I am incredibly grateful to be in a place where I can get medical care, and can afford insurance, the reality is that it is a broken system. Too often, profits reign over people, and it can be incredibly frustrating to navigate.

I have to remind myself of the blessing of medical care and insurance. Because I can grow so discouraged when I find myself in a place of fighting the insurance again. It's hard enough having to fight for my health. But then the insurance companies make it so much more difficult by denying access to the care I need. The care I know will make all the difference. 

I take a specialty medication for my Crohn's. There are no generics, so the class of drugs used to treat my disease are all name brand and proprietary. And the pharmaceutical companies can charge what they want, without much to stop them. And let me be clear: I cannot afford my medication without insurance. Most people cannot afford my medication without insurance. A lot of people can't afford my medication with insurance. {Think: I hit my deductible for the entire year with one dose of my medication...and my deductible is not the whole cost of my medication}. I know a lot of money goes into the research of creating these drugs; it's an expensive process. But it boggles my mind how we haven't figured out ways to get more affordable medications into the hands of people that need them. The cynic in me knows that I won't see a cure for Crohn's in my lifetime, simply because there is no profitable incentive to pursue one. 

{Side Note: the patents of many of these drugs are expiring next year...which would pave the way for generics! But there's rumor that the pharmaceutical companies are using everything in their power to stall and extend those expirations. It's a bureaucratic mess, and patients like me are stuck in the middle}. 

Because I take a specialty medication, I have to have a prior authorization for it. Meaning, my doctor has to send information/labs/research to the insurance company that states why I need this medication {what it's treating, why this is the medication that is needed, etc.} And I get it; they don't want to pay the exorbitant prices! But if I don't have this medication, I will get sick, it will cause more problems, I will end up in the hospital. I have no other options. Even with the doctor sending in all that information, the insurance can {and does} still deny it. And then it goes into a 30-day peer review process, where my doctor then has to personally speak with a board of doctors on the insurance side to plead my case, present research, etc. It's why I had to do lab work and a colonoscopy, so he could submit those results {i.e., spend more money on those procedures, just so I might have a chance of an insurance approval}.

In the past, my pre-authorizations have lasted a year, so I have marked my calendar to start pushing the right paperwork within plenty of the time. Because it's not a quick process. I was unaware that my most recent authorization for my 4-week Stelara injections was only for 6 months. So when I recently received a message that my pre-authorization had been denied, I was immediately confused and panicked. When we went through this process back at the beginning of the year, it took 2 months for everything to shake out and for me to actually start getting more frequent doses {can you see now why I have been sick for 3 years?? Everything takes so much time}. And that was with me calling every week to push along every step of the process. 

Another nuance is that Stelara is only FDA-approved for an 8-week dose. Meaning, more frequent dosing is an automatic denial. However, the overwhelming research shows that IBD patients have seen better results with Stelara when patients have been moved to more frequent dosing {6- or 4- week}. Which is why my doctor recommended and prescribed it. He was great and helped jump through all the hoops the insurance required to finally get me approved. And I have seen a HUGE difference in the last 6 months. It's working

Fast forward, and because it's not FDA-approved for a 4-week dose, insurance automatically denied it again. Instead of allowing the patient to continue with their treatment. Instead of waiting for a cancellation from the patient or doctor. It's automatically rejected. So we have to go through the whole process again. I'm thankful that my doctor is willing to jump through the hoops to do it all {because some are not}. I'm thankful that the Lord orchestrated the timing so that I already had an appointment on the calendar right when all this happened so that he could step in and help. I'm thankful that he took the time to explain some more of the background, that the GI community as a whole has seen an uptick in insurance denials in the past year. That GI's across the country are frustrated and pushing back, and willing to fight.

But I am frustrated with office/admin/nurse staff that are not more on top of the process {especially since they see it happen to their patients every single day}. I can absolutely offer grace, considering all that office/admin/nurse staff have had to deal with the last few years, and I do my very best to do that. But it has been a repeated problem in this particular office, and I was spoiled with the staff in Texas who were ahead of the game, protecting their patients. This office staff has more than once made be seriously reconsider staying...and meeting with my GI is the only thing that keeps me. But most discouraging of all is the lack of kindness and compassion. When I called the office to ask questions and figure out what my options were {because I am due for a dose and run the risk of missing it while the insurance takes its time approving it}, they basically shrugged their shoulders and said "Tough luck, there's nothing we can do. You'll just have to miss a dose." I understand it's an insurance issue; but if you know what the problems are and your patients are suffering and getting sub-par medical care because of it, there has to be a better response. Kindness and compassion go a long way...

So again, I am thankful for my GI, who deemed all of this situation unacceptable and immediately went to work to do whatever he could on his end to make sure I don't miss a dose. He called the infusion center {the office/admin/nurse staff who told me "tough luck"} immediately and asked them to fax paperwork marked urgent same day to the insurance company. He asked them to find a sample dose to reserve for me, should the insurance company deny the initial pre-authorization and it has to go into that 30-day review. So as long as they can find one, I shouldn't have to miss any of my doses.

Sigh. 

Fighting for my health is so much more than getting rest, eating right, taking my medication. It's fighting insurance and extending grace to unkind staff. It's being on top of all the appointments, procedures/test, authorizations, timelines, so that you can be proactive and fight for your care. It's working hard not to let all of the struggle and mess stress you out, because stress is bad for your healing. It's doing all of this to still only feel about 80% of what actual healthy people feel. It's fighting to pay thousands of dollars for an imperfect medication that gives you terrible side effects, that you deem better than how sick you were before. It's doing all of this, knowing you're going to have to do it all again in 6 months...

I'm still standing 3 years later only by the grace of God. He has continually watched over and cared for me. It is a daily battle for joy in the midst of my suffering, but He is faithful. And I cannot wait for my new body, complete healing, and never having to deal with another insurance company again.


Friday, December 2, 2022

Crohn's Chronicles :: 3 Years

This week is Crohn's & Colitis Awareness Week, so it's fitting for me to update where I am in my journey.

I have been sick for 3 years. It's still hard to reconcile that; it has just become our way of life. For the most part, I have learned to work around it, and we do the best we can. I have been sick for 1/2 of the twins' life, and most of Aiden's, and our Virginia friends and church family have only known me sick. My kiddos faithfully pray for "Mommy to be feel better" at every meal time. And while I am much better than I was, even 6 months ago...I still can't officially say that I am remission.

It was so disheartening when my suspicions were confirmed, and I found out that my Crohn's was active again. I had been experiencing a rapid onset of symptoms for 8 months, but I still didn't want to believe it was true. But I had a good doctor, there were new medications on the market, so I knew I would just have to fight hard for remission again. I had no idea that I would still be waiting to see it, now 3 years later...

I spent an entire year on a drug {Entyvio} that did very little to curb my symptoms or heal my insides. It's hard enough to fight this disease, but to work so hard, put toxic chemicals in my body, only for them to give you extra side effects, but not actually do what they are intended to do...I was disappointed, for sure. But I was going to continue fighting, because what else could I do?

When we moved to Virginia, I was so very sick. Entyvio was not working for me, and I was now trying to figure out health stuff in a new state with a new doctor. I still have nightmares about spending most of that first 2 months here, stuck in a hotel bathroom with 3 kids and a dog running around. 

When I moved to Stelara, I was just so tired. Actually physically tired, but also tired of being sick, tired of having to say "no" to things, tired of being the sick mom. While I started to see some improvement, it was still very slow, and I wasn't convinced that I would ever see remission again.

When my doctor moved me to 4 week injections, I was nervous about side effects. I had already experienced quite a few when I started Stelara, and I was not looking forward to experiencing more. My concerns were valid, as I have struggled the last 6 months with debilitating migraines. To the point, where I have had to seriously weigh the pros and cons of taking this medication. While it has finally brought me some relief from my GI symptoms, my quality of life has not yet improved because of the migraines. I was happy to finally have some answers regarding my fatigue though, and I have slowly seen that fade away as my iron levels increase. I still tire quickly than most, but I can happily say that I don't require a daily nap to make it through the day! Which is good, because my children don't let me do that anymore haha {I am incredibly grateful for the extra time they did give me...I realize my children have napped longer than most, and I know that has been a gift of grace from the Lord}.

So here I am, 3 years after my initial symptoms showed up, still fighting, still hoping for remission. This is the closest I have felt to it in the 3 years I have been sick. And while the past 3 years have been a long, slow, difficult journey, I have SO much for which to be thankful.

In that 3 years, God has sustained me in countless ways that most would view as impossible. I am still standing, still functioning. He has brought relief from most of the GI symptoms, and that in itself is a huge praise! He has kept our family healthy; part of the struggle has been battling all of this in the middle of a pandemic. But God has kept us all healthy so that I haven't had any setbacks in my fight for remission. 

He has kept me out of the hospital. That is a miracle. The severity of my disease, coupled with how long I have been sick...it's a constant fear in the back of my head, because clinically, it's inevitable. And yet, God has been faithful to keep me healthy enough to avoid any hospital stays for 3 whole years. Even when I have been at my sickest, I have been able to avoid any major issues.

The migraines are starting to slow. I'm not convinced that it's permanent, but I am taking the relief where I can get it. I was having a migraine every 5-7 days, some of them lasting 2-3 days. But I have now gone 2 months with only 1 each month. I am hopeful that my body is finally figuring out how to play nice with the Stelara, and that they will slowly dissipate entirely. Please God.

I have a follow up appointment with my GI next week, and I am hopeful about that conversation. I will keep fighting, keep praying, keep hoping that maybe 2023 will be my year for remission!


Thursday, December 1, 2022

Advent 2022

We're in the thick of packing right now, so we are simplifying Christmas this year. Hopefully next year, we can finally have everything back again: Advent, Christmas tree, all the decorations, etc. 

But for now, I wanted to at least do something for Advent with the kiddos. We really enjoyed the Advent Blocks that we used last year, so I pulled them out again for this year. We will also read The Jesus Storybook Bible at bedtime {which we usually do in conjunction with our Jesse Tree}. 



For me, I am reading through Ruth Chou Simons' new Advent devotional Emmanuel: An Invitation to Prepare Him Room at Christmas and Always. I actually bought it for Laura for her birthday...and then ordered my own because I really liked it when I flipped through the copy that came in the mail for her :)



We may not have the full Christmas festivities this year, but I want to be sure that our hearts are still focused on Christ, especially in the midst of all the craziness. It will be good to anchor our hearts and pause in the midst of the chaos.


Wednesday, November 30, 2022

{iPhone Rewind} :: November

This year, we're drawing what we're thankful for! {lots of drawings of birthday presents right now haha}

Painting his monster truck! Such concentration :)

Playing Pretty Pretty Princess with my girlie :)

Creating his masterpiece...

Spent the morning exploring Frying Pan Farm Park

She gets so excited to watch videos of herself haha

Dunking raisins! #science

Haha. I love her artwork :)

They sure look cute...

Riding bikes at our new house!

Take my picture, too, Mommy :)

It has been hard to keep little hands off these pretty orange fall flowers haha

Our Chinese pastor is retiring after many years of faithful service, so we had a celebration for him and his wonderful wife. Such a sweet couple and blessing to our family; we love Pastor Isaac and Mrs. Ramona!

We enjoyed a fun birthday lunch with Mike!



Thursday, November 24, 2022

Thanksgiving 2022

We spent the week doing some Thanksgiving-type crafts and reading Fall/Thanksgiving books.






My favorite activity we have worked on all month is these thankful pages from Arrows & Applesauce {part of their November Apple Snacks}. Each day, the kids could draw something for which they were thankful. Lots of toys and {random} animals on our lists, but I like how it got them to think about specific things.





We were planning for a quiet day at home {which we had}, but we got invited to a dinner with one of our deacons and his family, and we were so thankful to spend time with them. We got to play games, eat yummy food, and enjoy great company.

Maddie asked me if I would curl her hair :)

Learning how to play Chess



We missed being with family this year, but we are so thankful for the sweet friends the Lord has provided for us here. He has provided so much for us, and we are grateful for the community with whom we have to share and give thanks.

Happy Thanksgiving!