Friday, October 31, 2025

{iPhone Rewind} :: October

Eli decided he wanted to learn how to crochet too. He picked it up pretty quick, and like in most things, he was very serious about it :)

We learned about the Mayflower and built some of our own!

The kids were rolling down the hill, and a herd of deer came walking through, completely unbothered by their antics. We were able to get the kids to stop and watch them, and it was so fun how close they came!

Snowball fight in math! Because why not make it fun? :)

The Chronicles of Narnia are a big favorite around here

I love it when we get the first glimpse of the change of season!

So focused...

Kisses from my crew :)

The cooler weather = s'mores!

A sweet welcome home from my loves

We got to enjoy our local high school's band competition!

I took the kids with me to vote, and we made it an entire history and civics lesson. The polling place was really great, including the kids in the entire process. 

Maddie wanted to be an M&M for Halloween, so I pulled out my sewing machine to make it happen! :)

I want to pause this stage of our lives, when every surface of our house is covered in sword-wielding LEGO men :)

"Look Mommy! I can touch my nose with my tongue!" Haha



Thursday, October 30, 2025

Crohn's Chronicles :: Wezlana {Biosimilar}

This week, I took my first dose of the biosimilar. There are currently 7 biosimilars that are approved for Stelara, and I was prescribed Wezlana. 



I had to have a consult with the pharmacist, and he asked me if I was aware that "the biosimilar is the generic for Stelara, so the same as Stelara?" I know he is just doing his job and parroting the lines he is supposed to, but I politely responded by telling him that "I am aware that the biosimilar is similar to Stelara, but not the same, yes." I'm sorry, but I have played this game for too long, and I am being forced onto this medication against my will. 

All of the literature states that biosimilars are similar but not, in fact, the same. By the very nature of how biologics are made, they cannot be exactly the same, and cannot be a generic. They are made with a completely different process. Theoretically, they should be indistinguishable in your body, but there is not a guarantee. Given my history of a biologic failing me, due to a slight change in an additive {see Humira Citrate-Free}, I don't have confidence that any slight differences in the biology of this biosimilar will fair any better for me. And I don't believe an insurance company should get to make the decision, especially in opposition to my doctor. Particularly when my health is stable. {/end soapbox}

I truly hope I am wrong. I am praying for no side effects and continued/preserved remission. The first few days after my initial dose brought irritated bowels, nausea, fatigue, and a massive migraine. I am hoping that it is a temporary reaction to the shot, and that all will balance out in time. I didn't necessarily anticipate an initial reaction, but am keeping an eye for more issues as we head into the new year. I started seeing flares around the 3 to 4 month mark after the change in Humira, so we shall see where I am at in a few months.  I am thankful that I will get to check in with my neurologist in November and my GI in December.

Now I have to wait and trust and let go. I can't control any of what has happened or what will come, and I have to rest in the Lord's care for me. He is is in control, and I have to let Him fight my battles for me. I will be honest, that's going to be so hard and infuriating if I am proved right. If a few months from now, I start flaring, just like I am predicting. But even if that happens, I have to trust that the Lord is still sovereign and good. And I have to walk this path forward, trying to surrender to the outcome, good or bad, expected or not. He has always been good and kind, and I know He will be again.



Thursday, October 23, 2025

Crohn's Chronicles :: When Insurance Fails

Back in August, I talked about my battles with the insurance over my Crohn's medication. When I received the letter that they were no longer going to cover it, that they were pushing me to the biosimilar, I was advised to contact my doctor as soon as possible to see if there was a less expensive medication to be prescribed. If my doctor wanted me to stay on my current medication, I could submit an appeal and fight.

I chose to fight.

In the 13 years I have been taking biologics and dealing with insurance companies, I am more than familiar with the game they play, the time it takes to walk through these processes. And because of the timeline I face to keep continuity in my treatment, I didn't waste any time in contacting my doctor and getting the ball rolling. I had already had the initial conversation with him about the biosimilars, because I was aware this letter was inevitably coming. So when it came, I was ready to respond. 

My doctor went through the appeal process, and miracle upon miracle, I received my approval! The medical director overturned the initial denial and authorized coverage for my medication through August of 2026. I was beyond thankful, and was relieved to move forward. I was able to fill my medication without any issues in September, and I thought I was set until next year.

In late September, I received a phone call from the pharmacy, informing me that I would not be able to fill my medication in October, but would instead be receiving the biosimilar. I figured it was an error, that they just didn't have the updated information, but asked how I could verify it. I was told I would have to wait until it was actually time to fill my prescription {in another couple of weeks}, in order to trigger the claim with the insurance. I thanked her, still thinking she was misinformed, but still called my insurance to verify they still had my approval in place. They told me they did, so I didn't worry about it.

Fast forward to October's refill, and of course, I was unable to get my medication. They refused to fill it because they insisted the formulary changed on September 1st, my approval was no longer valid, and that I was now required to take the biosimilar. I looped the insurance company in, which started a long and frustrating back-and-forth with wrong/misinformation, empty promises, lack of call backs, etc. 

One rep told me I needed 2 prior authorizations {wrong}.

The next rep hung up on me {rude}.

Another rep escalated it to the "back office" and promised I would receive a call back in 3 business days {I did not}.

When I followed back up, I finally received acknowledgement that I had a prior authorization in place and that I should not be having issues {thank you!} and that a supervisor would get it sorted with the pharmacy. I would receive a confirmation email the next day and would be able to fill my prescription then {lies}. This was when I first posed the question on whether I was facing issues because my prior authorization was dated the end of August, and the formulary changed September 1st, but reminded the rep that the whole reason my doctor went through the appeal process to begin with was because the September 1st change was coming.

When the supervisor emailed me back the next day, she informed me that things were not, in fact, sorted, that my prior authorization/approval was invalid, and that I would have to take the biosimilar. She cited the September 1st formulary change, essentially saying they were not going to honor my approval and I was out of luck. When I inquired further about my doctor's intent to address that September 1st change, she never responded back.

The final person I talked with got so far as to tell me she just needed to apply a code to get me my medication, but it was going to take up to 10 business days to take effect. I told her I didn't have 10 business days {I was due for my next dose}, and more importantly, I had been down this road before. What would happen if I got to the end of 10 business days and they came back with the same response as the supervisor from the day before? She did more digging and came back with the final answer and acknowledgement: they were absolutely NOT going to cover my medication, yes I was, in fact, being punished for being proactive, and I could file a complaint with the Virginia Bureau of Insurance in an attempt to compel them to honor my original approval. 

When I called the Virginia Bureau of Insurance to get more information about the process, I learned that it would take 30-45 days for a resolution, and that most of the information would be gathered from the insurance company. I didn't walk away from that conversation feeling confident they were truly going to be advocating for me. I haven't fully decided whether or not I am going to file a complaint; I may still. But I can't wait 6 weeks for a decision, only to be in the same place {and then also having skipped treatments in the meantime}. 

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This truly is a David and Goliath situation, and unfortunately Goliath wins here. My hands are tied. I have fought as hard as I can, within the bounds of my situation and reason. The right thing would be to allow patients who are in remission to continue on Stelara, until there is a change in their health status. Then move them onto the biosimilar. To move Crohn's patients who are starting treatment onto the biosimilar, not ones who are in the middle of current effective treatment. But the insurance company is not interested in what is right. They are interested in money alone. The insurance company gets to make decisions regarding my health, regardless of what my doctor says. It doesn't matter that I am in remission, it doesn't matter that my treatment is working, and that the science says that Crohn's patients shouldn't have disruption in their treatment. It doesn't matter that I have a history of issues with a change in formulary with a biologic. 

I have had my time to rant and rave and scream at all of the injustices over this. This is not the outcome I hoped for. I am super nervous about moving to the biosimilar. But the Lord is faithful, and I know that He will take care of me, whatever comes next. 



Monday, October 20, 2025

Erin and Laura Turn 40!

This past weekend, Laura came to Virginia, and we made a road trip to West Virginia for a little weekend getaway. We wanted a little girls' trip to celebrate turning 40! :)

We rented a cute little cabin in Canaan Valley, and the weather was gorgeous! We were lucky that the leaves had started changing colors, so the valley was awash in oranges and golds and reds. The tiny little ski towns were just that: tiny. So there was not much to see or do, but we walked around a bit to explore what we could, and we drove through Blackwater Falls State Park and Canaan Valley State Park. We ended up having to rent a Jeep because an AWD/4WD was required to access our cabin, so it was fun to do a little exploring in it.






We had dinner at the Canaan Valley Resort, and we showed up right at sunset with the deer grazing on the lawn! We returned the next day to walk around and explore some more, and just enjoy the beautiful day.





We hopped over the ski resort side, and took the ski lift to the top of the valley. We got to enjoy beautiful views of the whole area, and it was such a peaceful ride. We also got to enjoy some hot chocolate, apple cider, s'mores, and apple cider donuts at the end of the ride. It was the perfect fall activity!










Most of the time was spent chatting and catching up on life, resting, reading, and just enjoying the beautiful weather. It was such a sweet little getaway, and I am so thankful for Laura and her willingness to make the trek out this direction. Over 20 years of friendship, now spanning 2 states, and I am just so thankful. For all the life we have walked together, for the chance to enjoy a fall birthday adventure together, and for God's grace in our friendship.

The adorable sweatshirts Laura made for us!


Happy Birthday, sweet friend! Here's to our next decade! :)



Tuesday, September 30, 2025

{iPhone Rewind} :: September

Soaking up the gorgeous weather!

Sweet girl...school can be tough some days, but to know she doesn't hate it all the time...it makes the hard work worth it.

An afternoon drive for some ice cream

Maddie Girl has been a busy, artistic girl!

Flowers from Mike :)

We used some Coca-Cola for a science experiment and then I let the kids try some. They all said it was too spicy haha

Donuts with Daddy

The kids got to see some deer out on a walk

A Trader Joe's trip means a cute bundle of flowers from my love :)

Our fox friend has been hanging around, chilling in the yard

2025 Women's Retreat. So thankful for these women.